chocolat's Pee Play Report
08/02/02
I am writing this completely from my own perspective and experience.
I am not a member of the medical community. All medical information
was obtained by my own research efforts utilizing the Internet
and other literature. The reader is encouraged to do your own
research, speak frankly with your doctor, draw your own conclusions,
and make decisions based on your own beliefs regarding sexual
safety. Play safe, be well.
A FANTASY…..
i awaken from a deep slumber at the
foot of Master’s bed, on my soft pallet made of sheepskin.
I would gladly sleep on the hard stones below, but Master
is a kind man. i crawl to His bedside and watch the rise
and fall of his strong chest, hoping He’ll sense my
presence. “Yes, slut?” He says, with eyes still
shut. “May i please go to the bathroom Master?”
He begins to rise and says “Yes you may slut. Come
follow Me”. i begin to shake because i know that i
will not use the toilet this morning. i know that Master
wants me to pee in his presence, a feat i have not yet conquered.
i have been made to stand in the bathtub and ordered to
pee, but it just won’t flow. This morning i think i
am ready, but where is He taking me? The bathroom is here
in the bedroom. i follow Master out the back door that leads
to the yard. i am ordered to squat over an old doggie dish
and let go of my morning urine. It is already hot outside,
and the sweat begins to pool between my breasts. My mouth
is dry. As i squat i think that surely i will be able to
comply this time. The mosquitoes are biting and the ants
threaten to do the same. However, the pressure in my bladder
that seemed unbearable a minute ago, suddenly disappears.
i cannot pee, not even a tinkle. i hang my head in shame.
“Open,” i look up and see that Master intends
to quench my thirst. my lips quiver as i open my mouth to
receive. His cock is hard and inviting, but i don’t
dare press my lips to its tip. He teases my mouth with its
head, and caresses my cheeks with its shaft. i let a little
groan escape my lips, shut my eyes and wait. i must steady
my trembling body as the warm fluid flows over my breasts
and down my belly. i do not recoil from the pungent aroma,
but breathe it deep inside my nostrils. i thrust my pelvis
forward so my clit can be bathed in his hot, dark golden
wetness and mix with the juices pooling at my opening. My
tongue moistens my lips as i watch Master’s pee hole
in fascination. i can see it expand as the stream gushes
more forcefully. Master finally directs the jet towards
my hungry mouth. i open my gullet wide and gulp down as
much as i can, feeling hardly worthy. The rest of it spills
down my cheeks and onto my breasts. My entire body quakes
but i dare not ask permission to cum. i haven’t yet
given Him what He desires, my piss in that doggie dish…. |
The Reality…..
The reality is that until recently i denied my fascination with
urine. In fact it was on my list of hard limits. Good girls
don’t play with their pee, and they certainly don’t
play with the pee of others. From an early age, we are taught
that it isn’t proper to leave the bathroom door open. Our
bodies are private and we shouldn’t allow others to see
us go potty. Even as adults we say we “have to use the
restroom,” or “go to the john”. Most of us don’t
announce that we have to urinate. Pee play, water sports, and
golden showers are activities that are usually considered edge
play. i have found that people are still surprised when i disclose
my interest in pee play. i think the image they conjure is one
of a submissive male laying in supplication on the floor as
a leather-clad goddess stands over him threatening to let loose
on his face. (hmm.. i do Sswitch on occasion!) Due to this proclivity
of mine, Sir thought i should learn more about it, particularly
the safety aspects. Here i share what i learned with all of
you.
What is Pee Play?
Water Sports is the catchall phrase for all types of elimination
play including enemas, brown showers, scat, catheters, golden
showers and other fetishes such as olfactophilia
(smell fetishism). People who are into water sports usually
find them erotic and otherwise satisfying. For the purposes
of this article, i will focus on play with urine, urosexuality,
golden showers, and piss play (i prefer pee play). Scenes involving
play with urine vary from humiliation scenes to scenes where
the submissive receives her Master’s urine as a gift in
a ritualistic manner. It is also common for a Dominant to require
His submissive to request permission before relieving herself.
This is particularly common in long distance relationships during
online or phone chats, as it can be an effective means of exerting
control.
Why do PEEple like it?
People become interested in pee play for many different reasons.
For me, pee play can be an immensely erotic experience, however,
it is also a way of building a strong connection with another
person. In order to accept someone’s urine, either on one’s
skin, or in one’s mouth, there must be extreme levels of
openness and a high degree of trust. Peeing on command is the
ultimate giving over for some. For others being peed on or peeing
on another is strictly about control. i asked a Dominant friend
of mine why He pees on his slave/wife. His reply is simply,
“Because I can.” As with a lot of BDSM activities,
playing with urine breaks societal taboos. This alone can be
a rush for some people. For those who enjoy humiliation, what
greater humiliation is there than being the receptacle for another’s
excrement. Finally, the sharp smell of urine, its bitter taste,
the warm and sticky feel, all contribute to we urophiles’
love affair with pee.
Is it Safe to PEE on Me?
In recent years, there has been a lot of information disseminated
on the positive benefits of urine as a healing agent for diseases
ranging from the flu to AIDS. Although most of us were taught
that urine is “dirty”, urine is actually a sterile
substance when it is inside the bladder. It is made up of about
95 percent water and 5 percent nontoxic dissolved and suspended
salts. In addition to salt, there are also hormones, proteins,
and antibodies found in pee. However, pee can also contain toxic
substances, such as drugs, both legal and illicit. If someone
is ill, his or her urine can be infected with virus and bacteria.
For example, Hepatitis B http://www.hepb.org/info.html can be
found in the urine of someone infected with the disease. As
people who experiment with pee most often begin with golden
showers, this is important information. Most would believe that
urine on one’s skin is safe. In fact people with skin disorders
such as psoriasis and eczema have found rubbing irritated skin
with their urine cause lesions to improve dramatically. So when
a Mistress says she will test her sub’s devotion by peeing
on her, most often the submissive’s thoughts turn to the
humiliation of the experience and not whether it is safe to
submit in this way. A golden shower often comes at the climax
of a heavy scene. A Pee bottom should be particularly cautious
because if there are cuts, sores or bruises present, he or she
can be infected by pee that is contaminated by disease such
as Hepatitis or Herpes http://www.herpes.com/
Some abrasions, such as those sustained during a spanking, are
very difficult to detect with the naked eye. The best way to
be sure, is to use an alcohol wipe over the area in question.
If you sting, you might want to wait until your bottom heals
up or avoid getting urine on the tender area.
Although there is inconclusive evidence to support the transmission
of HIV
http://hivinsite.ucsf.edu/
through urine, it is probably not impossible. Urine of people
infected with STDS, urinary tract infections or HIV (see my
article on Safer
Sex and the Submissive http://www.vanilla-not.com/basics/safeSM.htm)
contain white blood cells, which carry traces of the disease.
Therefore, although minimal, there is some risk of infection.
The Water of Life
The Bible even seems to instruct us to ingest urine:
"Drink water from your own cistern,
running water from your own well.”
Proverbs 5:15.
People who support urine drinking point to centuries old non-Western
medicinal practices. Drinking one’s own urine has been
reported to regulate sleep, cure infections, increase fertility,
stimulate sexuality, and lengthen the lifespan. But what about
drinking water from someone else’s cistern? I wanted to
know whether there benefits to drinking another’s urine,
or will it at least not hurt me? Drinking your own urine is
obviously safer than drinking anyone else’s. Most toxins
found in urine will not be harmful to the body from which it
came. However putting someone else’s unknown toxins into
your body can be pretty risky from what i’ve read. Both
Chlamydia
http://www.aomc.org/chlamydia.html
and
Gonorrhea http://www.umr.edu/~umrshs/gonorrhea.html
are STDs that can be transmitted to one’s throat by contact
with contaminated pee. Illegal, over the counter and prescription
drugs can also be passed to the pee bottom and actually show
up in a drug screen. It is important that pee aficionados are
honest with their partner about health history, and disclose
all medications and drugs currently being taken. This is crucial
particularly in the case of psychotropic medicines, i.e. antidepressants,
or if the bottom and Top share the same aliments. If the bottom
already has a high level of a certain drug in his system, there
is a possibility of overdosing by recycling the portion of the
same medicine that is discharged in his Dominant’s pee.
However, the good news is that not all medicines are excreted
in urine. It is best to get a list of your partner’s medicines
and check with a health care provider or the Physician’s
Desk Reference. It also wouldn’t hurt to check counter
indications for your own medications.
Even when urine is free of toxins, drugs or disease, there is
the chance that it may become contaminated as it exits the body.
If a man’s urethra, foreskin or penis is infected, it can
infect the urine. Bacteria that are harbored on the damp labia
surrounding a woman’s pee hole can contaminate the pee
before it reaches her partner’s mouth. It is a good idea
to wipe the area with an antibacterial cloth before commencing
play. To further decrease risk the Dominant should direct the
initial stream away from the submissive’s mouth, in order
to flush out (sorry!) any unwanted bacteria.
Aroma & Odor
Finally, people frequently ask: How can you stand the smell?
And the taste?? Everyone’s urine has a different aroma
and taste. This is largely due to diet and how much water one
drinks. The more water you drink, the less “tasty”
and “aromatic” your pee. Certain substances intensify
urine’s potency including alcohol, asparagus, eggs, and
meat. It is a good idea to drink plenty of mineral rich water
in the hours or even days prior to a water sports scene…
| …. the last of Masters stream
drips off of my clit hood and into the doggie dish. Tiny
droplets are shaken onto wherever they fall, one on my cheek
and a few on my breasts. i look down and realize that none
of the frothy dark liquid below has come from me. i still
have not managed to give Master what he desires. He looks
down at me, and says “Stay there until you are done.
You may knock on my bedroom window when you have finished.”
He turns and walks away, disappearing into the house. i
feel so conflicted. Ashamed at my failure, but i can’t
help rolling my tongue around my mouth, savoring the sweet
and salty aftertaste of Him. The vapors from the cooling
pee beneath me excite me, and i will myself to not dip my
fingers in it and bathe my mouth with it once again. Finally
the pressure builds deep in my belly and i let it go. i
try to hold my posture but i can’t help but watch in
fascination as my slut pee mingles with Master’s. i
almost orgasm as the last spray is released. i continue
to squat for a moment, growing increasingly aware of my
present position. Sweat trickles down between my breasts,
mixing with Master’s pee that has already dried on
my skin. Finally i rise, taking a last look at the pool
below. I approach the window and rap a few times. “Have
you finished?” He asks through the glass. “Yes,
Master.” “Then you may enter.” Every pore
is open, every nerve alive. One word from Him and i will
surely lose control. As i enter the house, most likely to
return to the duties of a slave, i have never felt freer. |
Bibliography
http://www.sexuality.org/l/fetish/ws.html
http://www.bcwsd.com/backroom/library/articles_us/safegs.html-
brief overview of golden showers with some safety information
http://www.fetishclub.com/exchange/p-watersports1.shtml
- excellent article with ideas on how to get over one’s
fear of pee.
http://www.black-rose.com/cuiru/archive/3-2/dr3-2.html-
article questions the sterility of urine
http://www.heartlandhealing.com/pages/archive/urine_therapy/
-website dedicated to alternative medicine. Good explanation
of Urine Therapy
http://users.erols.com/martinlara/questns.html
- good question and answer page on the benefits of Urine Therapy
Brame, Brame and Jacobs, Different Loving, New York: Villiard,
1993- Excellent chapters on Watersports and Golden Showers.
Nataly's Assorted
Watersports links.
Dear Sir,
Here is my second assignment, to send you a listing
of watersports sites, with an explanatory sentence. This was
a rather challenging assignment because while there were many
sites coming up at a result of my searches, I had a hard time
finding ones I liked.
Membership sites, or any sites requiring payment,
even with free samples, held no interest to me and I skipped
them. I also was not very interested in sites that consisted
of only pictures. I tried to find sites that had more than pics
to offer, such as stories, personals, essays, information, and
links.
I also tried to include a variety of different sites
since watersports is actually a wide field of interest, encompassing
golden and brown showers, drinking pee (others' as well as one's
own), adult baby and diaper games, accidents, kinky medical
games, and probably lots of other stuff I have never even heard
of.
The one thing which I consider lacking was a good
site with information on health aspects of watersports and the
safety of drinking pee. Some sites had a mention or two to the
safety aspect but there was not, in my search, any site which
really stood out.
1.Thomas' Water Resources Page
An extensive site with several good sections, including an anecdote/sitings
listing, contact ads, watersports discussion, an interview,
stories, an ongoing survey with updated results, tips and tricks,
and links.
2. The LylaZone
This was an interesting site with a few pics and some info,
including anatomical pics, humorous articles, and other stuff.
The best part in my opinion was a section on drinking one's
own pee as therapy.
3. Adult
Baby Diaper Club
This site is one of the best and most extensive sites I have
seen devoted to adult babies. I have been there several times
and still have not seen everything they have, but it includes
stories, personals, chat, info on parties, and lots of other
stuff.
4. Patches Place
This site is heralded all over as one of the best, if not the
best, site on watersports. It was very extensive and has pages
of links, videos, pics, books, media, news, zines, stories,
personals, humor, essays, a gallery, and more.
5. Threewaters Lady Pot
This is not actually a fetish site, but was a place to order
themost interesting female portable urinal I have ever seen.
It can be used standing up and with slacks on without exposure.
It's convenience alone is a reason to get one but when I saw
it I had visions of more kinky uses of the pee collected inside
it.
6. Enema Information Center
This site contains information on enemas in the form of a couple
of extensive essays with loads of information, one on "Your
first enema" and the other a chapter from a book on the
physiological, sexual, spiritual, and political aspects of enemas.
7. Enema Movies Ratings
This is an enema movie rating site, and has some other links
to pages at the bottom with other stuff such as things to read,
weird and wonderful information, erotic stories, links to other
places, and downloadable software.
8. WET SET MAGAZINE
The focus of this site was on accident prone adults, and included
a magazine, photo sets, a CD that could be ordered, stories,
accounts, personals, message boards, videos, and links. It was
good looking and extensive but has those annoying (IMHO) frames.
9. Cerebral Dynamics
This site deals with hypnotism and subliminal messages, and
is a place to go if you want a custom subliminal message created
for you. Some adult babies use subliminal training to achieve
"unpotty" training, and this is the connection to
watersports, but with the ability to create your own message,
the possibilities within the D/s scoop seemed endless to me.
10. Incontinence Resource Center
This site is an incontinence resource center, and is also of
interest to those who are adult babies and who like to have
accidents, as well as to those who like watersports in general,
because of the products (diapers and medical stuff) and many
other links.
11. Greenguy Links to WaterSports
This site had a lot of good links dealng with watersports, and
was attractive. I especially liked the little man at the top
of the page who pulled down his pants and peed, which I actually
saw on several other sites but not right at the top like on
this one.
12. MediQuip
From this site can be ordered medical equipment and supplies,
with an emphasis on watersports. It was not very extensive and
has few pics but is interesting. There were adult diapers, plastic
sheeting, enema equipment, and lots of other things.
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